My Daily 86 Words

  The itchy patches are my biggest issue. Better sleep after using my CBD medicine. The patch on my back has grown and I don’t know what is causing or how to fix it. Shannon called from the office and suggested hydrocortisone ointment add Hollie had some. It helps for   a while. No agenda. I did get a brief wlak around the block and will do that again but that’s all. Just rest and hope for my skin to repair from the itches. I want to feel well.

  The itchy rash that started Wednesday while I was at the museum has spared up both arms and patches on my back. It prevented me from sleeping and resting and I am tired. I need t o know what it is and get   it fixed. I had a good walk yesterday in the first really beautiful day we have had all summer. Today fog is down to the ground. I had tomatoes and cucumbers in my salad from the greenhouse. Waterd everything well. Hope for progress.

  I have hives or something itchy. Don’t know why. Oh well, one more irritant. I’m done with the church issue. I don’t care what they do. I accept that it’s what is. I had 5K steps from walking to the farmers’ market before museum duty and walking the long way home.   Felt good. I’ll walk to Walgreen’s’ to get my refill and maybe go farther down town.   Had a long talk with Rosalie and told her the church story. She listened and I felt heard.

  No walk yesterday .No nothing. Just flat and dull.   Kind of an emotional hangover from my church upset. I feel that I have worked myself through it and probably won’t go back. Better this morning. A good long sleep helps. This morning Hollie and I will walk to the farmers’ market for onions and green beans before I go to the museum for duty. I cut down most of the agapantha and exposed the root wad. Now I can dig it up and planat day lilies.

  Frustration again and I gave up and closed the lid on the computer. I just can’t figure it out by myself. I need a teacher, not a tech. Great hamburger at Megan’s. Ben is a grill master and everything tasted so good. Lively chatter and laughing. Sometime in the night I as angry about church. I need to deal with that. Had a good walk to Fifth stret. No pushing the next block. Board of Supervises meeting later. It’s damp and humid and I will walk .

  I did not go to the service at Gayle’s and felt resentment. It was not on YouTube so I couldn’t even participate that way. The distance is growing. There are so many divisions in the world right now, do we have to have one at church too? I took a brief walk bu no energy for pushing myself. Today is damp and cold outside. The crop   watering will last longer. I dug a potato and cut a squash for breakfast. I will delve into the computer.

  My mind is occupied with push-pull of church. Yes, I want to be at the service No, I want to be in church and not at Gayle’s property. If I go, I may say something about the exclusive group that is keeping the doors closed and I’m not sure I can go along to get along. The dilemma is taking up a lot of my energy. I walked yesterday and that is about all. I felt dull and un motivated. It’s okay now and then.